Sunday, December 10, 2006
Anecdote Disclosed @ 11:04 pm

Just received a phone call from Imah darlla.Shocked at the sudden call though. goshhhhhhhhh!
SHE knows. Hmph,waah..''undercover'' mission nampak kamu dengan si dia. takpe3.*lips sealed*
You know,I know public don't know. shhh!! Haish..I also don't know what will happen next.
ME & HIM; just friends. Nothing more. If anything is bound to happen then..we'll see. Coz' from where I see it,I dunwanna fall out with her. She & that mouth of hers. erghh!
''What goes around,comes around.''

Now,aku sabar jer dgn perangai kau tu. Aku sabar. I'm still in calm waters & I'm not the kind who gets angry and speaks out face-to-face. I'm the kind who gets mad,remains calm,keeps to herself & let nature take its course. If she is LIKE that and never did realise that I have always been there for her,she's a betrayer & a backstabber. Oh yes,backstabbed me a number of times,betrayyed me,and even threw WILD accusations at me when I was just trying to help. Even cried my hell out in front of HER FACE! What more does she want? Bad-mouth me again?? You even told him I was not a good kind of person. When infact,I've HELP you in all your ups & downs,gone through all your troubles wit you,did you a favour and all. AND this is what I GET? Is this what I get for befriending someone like you? I even took you as a bestie. A real one. I said pleasant nice what-nots about ya',praised you and all.. and.. then.. haaaiz. What luck I had having found a good friend in you in the past. I sooo trusted you,you were a sister to me. Do you know that?? Now,I know the true you. You are two-faced too. OMG,I pity the guys who have been fiddled around by you. Sheesh-ness. tsktsktsk. The girls know you inside-out already. Even after all the pain and hurt you've overfled me with,I was still there to comfort you and help you out. NOW,I really have snapped back into reality & realised I'll do fine without you. Haaish,I used to pity you and all.. The girls told me to stop being such a fool to stick wit you and allowing you to rely on me..But i guess I was just too gullible and naive then.Despite knowing YOU,I closed one eye to help you out in the end. Not anymore. The girls were like, ''Kau asyik pentingkn si ***** tu..Kau kisahkan sangat psl dier. Dier darh uat kau macam gini,kau maseh nk tolong dier?'' I gave in. I did not take in their words until now..I know,you've just used me and behind my back,you saaaaay oh-so-bad false things bout me. )'; gossh,I cried myself to sleep just bocz I was running through things you've just said.I had enough of tears bcoz of you. That day I cried non-stop infront of Ara..it was unforgettable.But I forgave you. & now,its happening again. It was so painful & heart-wrenching to hear..What more do you want?? Bad-mouth me alll you want,as long as you are happy.
Buatlah ape yang kau suke,aslkn kau bahagia. Don't regret the day you won't be seeing me behind your back,the day you would be needing me. It will never happen. I 've been foolish enough already. Its been 2 years.
I despite fights and whatevr shit settling problems and MISUNERSTANDINGS especially when you always state you're right,and whtevr I say is wrong.

If I had one wish,I would wish that you would realize how much you mean to me..and that I never regret helping you..I would want you to change for the better & whatever I've done,I do it sincerely for you. I was always there when you needed me...
*sigh..*





P.s,I DO miss you.
For now,we'll stay this way & I appreciate you being here.

Oh,and I really LOVED the drawing. *giggles*
It was pretty. Thank you... (':


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