Sunday, June 03, 2007
Anecdote Disclosed @ 2:31 am

Like waddehell larh ehk.
If supposedly you were in my shoes,you'll feel the fcuking same way as I did.
Fine,I would miss my male friends once in a while. Hey,at least they're not strangers!
There are many forms of missing people hokayy?
At least I don't go around saying other guys are HOT.
Have you ever heard of this quote meant for bitchy girls. Well,I once came upon it.
I'm not referring to anyone in particular.

"Don't get jealous coz' I'm hot. Get jealous coz' your BOYFRIEND thinks so too!"


And hell yeah I don't give A damn whether she's hot or not.
I give a damn for the fact that my boyfriend thinks so too! Ohmygawsh.
Whatever larh ok...I don't care. I'm assured that I'm not totally pissed off because of that.
I'm pissed off coz' never once in my entire life a guy has reproached me like how you did.
By the way you texted me & all,it proves it all. You're just mad. Angry. Irritated!!
That's all you know. What about me?? I have far more emotions erupting underneath.
How would you know?? And oh,u told me to 'stop it larh ehk nangis psl tu...'
Eh fuck. I won't cry over that stupid situation for crying out loud.
I'm just fed-up with your attitude for once. When you ask if I ever hate anything about you...
I never lied. I never once hate anything about you. Well now...I guess I know where I gone wrong then.
People keep saying I'm too soft-hearted & whatever shit. I forgive too easily,and therefore lead to them taking advantage of me. Don't tell me you're the same. This time I ain't gonna forgive that easily. I ain't another person's ragdoll. I have feelings too you know. During this time I guess you didn't realise that I have feelings too,didn't cha? AND you told me to go do whatever I want,miss whoever I want,not to miss you anymore...oh for heaven's sake,don't tell me what to do!!
Supposedly you go do whatever you want now. I don't care anymore.
I don't require your presence nor anything that have got to do with you..FOR NOW.
I require some time alone. I've been thinking so much it hurts...It just pains me to see you behaving the way you did. You don't know how heartbroken I am now.
Your absence ever since we didn't manage to meet up for sooo long was killing me inside.
NOW...I presume your absence is doing me good for once.
My previous post happened to mention that I miss you..and unfortunately,THIS had to happen.

NEVERTHELESS, I still miss AND love you like before. Nothing's gonna change that fact.
I just need some time-out. I'm completely mortified and speechless now.
And don't you ever,ever dare say that I'm inclined by force to say that I miss or love you, get that screwed to your head.



Ignore the previous anecdote for NOW,and chance upon what I have to say next.
I was sooo fcukingly stressed up that I needed time-out and decided to hang-out with my beloved cousins yesterday. Was super duper fun larh seh! They were my cure for my temporary illness (:
Oh God,did we have fun.
I waited for them at Downtown's Burger KIng,and mind you,I waited for over an hour!! But nevermind. Then we headed for Pasir Ris park where we rented 2 separate 'couple bikes'.
HAHAHAHAs (X
Amirrudin was the cause that I was screaming the hell out of me when we rode on the bike. Curse you (: Soon after,we had pizza at the waterbreaker and camwhored as well. ;D
Headed to WhiteSands then as I intend to buy a gift for a birthday girl. ssssh!
Took adorable neoprints too and all parted to head home. I just loveeee them larh seii.
They're a part of my life (':
I was in no mood at all in the first place but low and behold,they were the antidote that cured me of my moodswing. Here are some snapshots from yesterday's outing.