Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Anecdote Disclosed @ 6:06 pm

2 MARCH 2008,
On this day I attended religious class at Cordova as usual every Sunday. =X
HAHAH! As soon as my kid brother and I were dismissed from class, we rushed on home as I had to get ready.
I had headed over to Lysha's house which is just a block away. (:
It was pouring heavily during the day and the BBQ was actually cancelled. It was around 6plus when her family decided to head down to the pit cause the downpour had receded. During that time, Gop and I were already at Lysha's house. We then met up with Aiman, Arrzil, Andri & Abdullah later on. [Wah, macam faham right; their initials are similar!!] (;
We all proceeded to Pasir Ris Park right after.
My then boyfriend refused to turn up at first but then he came with Arrzil, and it kinda shocked me cause we were arguing. The argument did not subside even after I had returned home. And now, we are FRIENDS. He claimed I had treated my FRIENDS better than him, so yeah, I said,

" Then if that's how you feel, let's be friends from now on! Then everyone gets an equal treatment!"

I am not sure how long this is gonna last between us, let's just see.
Not being together does not mean I don't love him anymore. I really really do. Its just that I don't think we 'click'.
Memories like what we had gone through last a lifetime, and they certainly won't ever be forgotten! (':
And I vow to not get hooked on to relationships from today onwards. They are bittersweet and undeniably lovely but they require a great amount of reassurance and trust. And upsettingly, we don't have them.
I don't blame you a bit! We both are at fault, and you may think you have been mistreating me, but you have not. I admit to feeling gloomy and wintry at the thought of you, but I feel that I have to withdraw myself from this relationship; perhaps for a moment, perhaps permanently.
I told him to wait for me in the future, if he is willing to. And he said he will in an instant.
Mira is missing Ayie now. And Mira loves Ayie too. . . (=
We have been keeping very close touch with each other and I never fail to smile when he is there texting me and also we are going through this, TOGETHER. & the great thing is we both are coping with it pretty fine. (':

Sooo.... my friends, I AM OKAYY, OK??
Don't worry, I can handle this. I am not crying or down any more..