Friday, August 31, 2007
Anecdote Disclosed @ 4:05 pm

Not only did Mr Taufik's farewell brought tears to the eyes,
my GRADES ADDED ON TO THE GRIEF as well.
They suck like hell I tell you.
I've never,let me say it again,ever gotten more than 2 underlines in my report card.
As I looked at my grades at home,I began to cry,again. What luck.
I flunked maths,badly. (which is a subject I happen to loathe as I'm particularly bad at it! & fortunately,I gotten 50 during the mid-year. Oh thank goodness!)
(Taufik's teachings were excellent,its just that I don't practice often like Imah does. I did great in the homework he gives,though.)
Chemistry,Physics,History(which is my favourite)& Social studies as well.
I'll admit that I realised I've been lagging behind and slacking.
Maybe I don't spend time with my studies like I usually do.
I've got a clean report card,with no lines for the mid-year examintaions.
And now,look what happened. )':
I'm blogging now cause I'm done with crying over my grades...
Imah said at least I've passed English. Yes,I always do. So I don't give a damn.
If I do happen to do terribly in English,I think I'll attempt suicide,seriously.
Elfy suddenly called me up in the middle of my crys. WRONG TIMING.
He called me up to ask if I was going back to White Sands.
He wasn't a white sandian but he just tagged along with my friends who were.
Then he heard my sobs and was persistent on knowing why I was crying, so I told him.
He said it was impossible and the teacher could have made a mistake.
He too was shocked and began to console me but I couldn't stop.
Bullshit ok? How can errors be made on report cards?
And by the way,its a fact already. I know I've been downgrading in my subjects.
Rashid was shocked too when I gotten 10 for his physics test.
The look on his face I still remember.
He said, "I don't know what happened but nevermind, its not everytime you fail my test" Surprisingly,I was astounded by the marks too ok?
He announced before giving out the papers that all passed except for a small number.
And what the hell,I don't even expect to be in that category.
I'm declaring myself as a certified dumbass people.
I don't usually fall into the 'stupid' category,my friends say.
Everytime I hear them saying, "Mirakan pandai..." or "Chey,chey Mira.."
Its not that I'm being boastful ok you nutheads.
Now I'm kind of glad that I will not be hearing those remarks again.
TO BE HONEST, it does damage to my ears cause I've placed myself in the
"I'm-just-like-you-so-it's-nothing-impressive" category.
I don't like people complimenting me cause they themselves are in the same standard as me in various alternatives.
So there's nothing to be 'kembang' about.

Oh,Honey,I'm super duper happy that you did well and attained good grades in your report card & also gotten your handphone back today when it was confiscated yesterday (: