Thursday, May 22, 2008
Anecdote Disclosed @ 10:20 pm

Mira had something to be super duper elated about!!
Mira gotten full score for the prelimanary English Oral! ;D
Teeheee! I was certainly so pleased with myself when Mrs Chew declared that I obtained a whooping 40/40 for the Oral exam. Even though the prelims hadn't begun, it was a head start for English Oral. I am determined to give my all for the English Prelims later in August. I so badly yearn for an A*! (DREAM ON) =] I clinched 6 points in my report slip. That means I'm capable of moving on to Sec. 5. But I strive to get hold of 6 points & below for my N' levels, should God Permits it, given that I work immensely hard.

Today our class had our annual photoshoot. I was terribly upset though. Imah baby and Yunisha weren't in it as they skipped school. A number of guys weren't present too, that includes Arrzil as well. True, it was the second last day of school but there seemed to be gaps in between with the class being so small during the shoot.): I badly had the intention to pose with Imah but she wasn't there.After the shoot, I had fragments of memories replaying in my mind. I miss Nadhirah bte Alin sooo much after the shoot, realising that she is no longer in the same class. Every year, the usual clique would head to the toilet or gather somewhere to snap our own photos like the ones above. Sadly, this year feels soooo out of place. Both Imah and Dira are missing. I no longer feel the closeness anymore.
Ashila darling, I do love her soooo much okay. I love her being there when I need her most.She is there when no one else is. There is so much about her that I already know and vice-versa.But like they say old antiques are priceless. Same goes to old friends.

I miss singing & belting out lyrics from songs and making so much noise in class with Dira.
I miss laughing hysterically, hurting my tummy and having my eyes all teary.
I miss those arm-chokes and back slaps and annoying shouts that made me yell.
I miss screaming at her face which in turn made everyone look at us all blurry-eyed.
I miss throwing foul words at her when she gets all uptight with me.
I miss taking those imbecile-like photos with her.
I miss hanging out with her after school.
I miss sharing secrets and listening to hers too.
I JUST MISS FEELING HER PRESENCE ALL TOGETHER. ]:
And WHAT IF [touch all things wood], Imah baby really moves to the West side???
I'll have two friends down. Oh Imah, please, don't go?
I'll miss us meeting up so often if you did.
And now, I feel an absence in the heart. I'm trying to fill in the pieces but its empty.

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