I miss my cousins most, I swear. Haaaaish. )':
That particular day I was in tears okayy?
& Don't bother asking coz' I won't answer,for sure.
I'm a letdown, really.
& I don't even realise. I'm terribly sorry for all that I did not accomplish.
I know I've not been doing my part in all this.
I'm really,really sorryyyy. ]'=

With my SIM Card taken away, I've lost my connections with my loved ones.
I've come to realise that I result to texting my girls & all when having to deal with matters.
I seldom phone them up using the house phone. I hate the house phone ok? I just do.
They'll call me up regarding homework if needs too. But I won't be able to chatter away long though. I do so with the handphone only. Ok,my bad.
Its dued to my own usage that the bill shot up from 50bucks plus to a major 117bucks.
But ohwell. & I blame no one. =/

Don't expect me to be online 24/7.
In addition, I've got a handful to deal with, homework & all,
and the computer will be out of reach. It does me good,though.
NO computer, NO handphone.
Gives me more space for studies.

I miss Boyfriend too, don't worry, you're still missed dearly.

I have a hard time sleeping these days.
After talking on the phone with him, I'll usually be sound asleep instantly after hanging up.
Now, I result in tossing & turning before knocking myself out. ):
Texting using Mummy's cellphone doesn't help much.
And it'll be hard meeting up without my handphone and on the other hand,
I think I'll have to stop the meet-ups for a while.
I NEED, eh noooo, I MUST & HAVE TO studyyyyy !
I don't wanna end up crying again upon getting the end-of-year results.
When I say it goes, it goes! & no one's gonna stop me from going home straight when the time comes for me to do so.
This not only goes out to Boyfriend, but to MY GIRLS TOO.