Tuesday, March 04, 2014
Anecdote Disclosed @ 2:48 am

I often find myself struggling with the notion of close relationships, and while I've come to terms with the fact that they're not unhealthy, in fact necessary, it's scary to consider possible "what ifs". I struggle with the combination of being too loving and at the same time being too withdrawn. Almost like I crave the option of being vulnerable but I'm terrified of getting hurt. So in response, I am on the side of just never opening up to anyone so I don't get hurt.
Which kind of just leaves me isolated and bitter.

Oh, hey there March. I didn't see you there.